towards happiness

capitulated,
i have absolutely
into the realm
of nothingness

trying
not expecting
not anticipating, and
not desiring
never seemed as difficult
since i started trying to
not expect
not anticipate, and
not desire

perhaps
someone
higher up
controlling
destinies
doesn’t want me to stop
expecting
anticipating, and
desiring

if only i could
it would
be so easy
to live
in peace
and happiness